Monday 12 December 2011
Monday 17 October 2011
Poem for tonight
Walk Slowly
By Adelaide Love
If you should go before me, dear, walk slowly
Down the ways of death, well-worn and wide,
For I would want to overtake you quickly
And seek the journey’s ending by your side.
I would be so forlorn not to descry you
Down some shining highroad when I came;
Walk slowly, dear, and often look behind you
And pause to hear if someone calls your name.
By Adelaide Love
If you should go before me, dear, walk slowly
Down the ways of death, well-worn and wide,
For I would want to overtake you quickly
And seek the journey’s ending by your side.
I would be so forlorn not to descry you
Down some shining highroad when I came;
Walk slowly, dear, and often look behind you
And pause to hear if someone calls your name.
Thursday 6 October 2011
The price of being a rebel...
No pain, no gain~
Freedom seems so important sometimes. Do whatever you want, say whatever you want, can be so tempting. However, people forget what they need to pay for that.
Everything all have a price. Worth it or not, that is a question.
Mary Crawley, Scarlett O'Hara, 三毛... all the women I admire are rebels. Somewhere inside, I want be like that as well. However, it seems like I'm as blind as everyone else.
Well, still...hope Mary and Matthew will be together eventually. Even rebels love romantic love story.
Freedom seems so important sometimes. Do whatever you want, say whatever you want, can be so tempting. However, people forget what they need to pay for that.
Everything all have a price. Worth it or not, that is a question.
Mary Crawley, Scarlett O'Hara, 三毛... all the women I admire are rebels. Somewhere inside, I want be like that as well. However, it seems like I'm as blind as everyone else.
Well, still...hope Mary and Matthew will be together eventually. Even rebels love romantic love story.
Friday 17 June 2011
complicated feelings....
Do I like him or not?
Honestly, I barely know him. He's just a friend of my friend.
Do I like him for who he is, or I just like the feeling to be liked?
I'm confused...
Maybe I just want someone to love me...that's it...
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Honestly, I barely know him. He's just a friend of my friend.
Do I like him for who he is, or I just like the feeling to be liked?
I'm confused...
Maybe I just want someone to love me...that's it...
Monday 11 April 2011
Happy Birthday to Me~xoxo
Today is my Birthday. 22 now.
Well, what else I can say.
There are lots of words I want to speak, however,
I don't know where to start.
Time waits for no one.
Next year I will be 23. Next 24, 25....30........40............
I will get old anyway, which I can't prevent.
However, I want realize my dreams and goals for myself.
I don't want waste my life.
22, Niu, enjoy then only year in which you are 22 years old.
Well, what else I can say.
There are lots of words I want to speak, however,
I don't know where to start.
Time waits for no one.
Next year I will be 23. Next 24, 25....30........40............
I will get old anyway, which I can't prevent.
However, I want realize my dreams and goals for myself.
I don't want waste my life.
22, Niu, enjoy then only year in which you are 22 years old.
Thursday 31 March 2011
One way or the other...
Sometimes, people say what they don't mean. Sometimes, too, they mean what they say, but they don't mean to say it in the way that they say it. Other people then respond badly. Then they say something that they don't really mean or, at least, they say it in a way that they don't mean to say it. The upshot of all this is a whole load of Grade A, export-quality confusion, woven with anger and wrapped in resentment.
Tuesday 29 March 2011
Down...Down...Down...
I don't want say anything, I don't want explain anything...
I don't care them, not at all...
So Fuck off and leave me alone!!!!!!!!!!
I don't care them, not at all...
So Fuck off and leave me alone!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday 23 March 2011
LOVE-the difference in me
Do I believe in love? If you ask me, I think I would say I want to believe in it.
LOVE, it's a such a beautiful word and pure feeling that people pursue.
But, honestly, I don't know. I don't know if I will find the one, the one I love and who will love me back.
Hey, do you want love me?
LOVE, it's a such a beautiful word and pure feeling that people pursue.
But, honestly, I don't know. I don't know if I will find the one, the one I love and who will love me back.
Hey, do you want love me?
Friday 18 March 2011
MONEY TALKS!
Today I had a pretty good day in Flinders. Actually it's the first time I enjoyed Uni after 3 weeks. My tutors for Microbiology and Psychology are so awesome. I love teachers who can make classes interesting and inspire me wanting learn more and think deeper. And absolutely, they both are that kind of inspiring tutor.
However, I still not used to the discussion part. I've got no idea about how to disscuss and what to disscuss, I can't express myself rationally. I think it's the most challenging part in my Uni life until now.
We watched a video about " social influence of health" this afternoon. The totally different life of people from different classes are so shocking to me. For those poor people, money is everything. They don't have a choice,but to give up everything,including healthy, for a little amount of money. Nevertheless, those wealthy people who have got everything, can do whatever they want and have the best quality of life. Is that fair? I know it's not. But it's a fact that nobody can change.
Do I want that life? A stressing life that I need to worry about how much I can spend and how to get a little bit more money every single minute. Honestly, anyone want that kind of life?
Well. I don't, not at all. That makes my desire to study medicine more stronger. I know it's a tough way, but the independence and freedom it brought are my goals.
So...fuck all those bullshit!I'm going to do whatever I want!!!
However, I still not used to the discussion part. I've got no idea about how to disscuss and what to disscuss, I can't express myself rationally. I think it's the most challenging part in my Uni life until now.
We watched a video about " social influence of health" this afternoon. The totally different life of people from different classes are so shocking to me. For those poor people, money is everything. They don't have a choice,but to give up everything,including healthy, for a little amount of money. Nevertheless, those wealthy people who have got everything, can do whatever they want and have the best quality of life. Is that fair? I know it's not. But it's a fact that nobody can change.
Do I want that life? A stressing life that I need to worry about how much I can spend and how to get a little bit more money every single minute. Honestly, anyone want that kind of life?
Well. I don't, not at all. That makes my desire to study medicine more stronger. I know it's a tough way, but the independence and freedom it brought are my goals.
So...fuck all those bullshit!I'm going to do whatever I want!!!
Thursday 17 March 2011
heart BROKEN......
They seperated.
My housemates, my friends, people I love,a couple who I used to think will be together forever had ended their relationship.
Well,what I can say. I just wish they will get over and be happy soon. I thought I was ready for a relationship few days ago, but now, I'm not sure. All those drama, all those tears and heart-breaking, can I handle that or maybe I'm too old for that.
My housemates, my friends, people I love,a couple who I used to think will be together forever had ended their relationship.
Well,what I can say. I just wish they will get over and be happy soon. I thought I was ready for a relationship few days ago, but now, I'm not sure. All those drama, all those tears and heart-breaking, can I handle that or maybe I'm too old for that.
Monday 7 March 2011
F**k my LAZINESS!!!FACE the REALITY, B***H!
Honestly, I haven't worked for ages.I have been living on my previous savings for quite a long time.
I think I just took everything for granted after I passed my damn IELTS. I knew that it's just my luck, however, I did notice that I changed afterwards.
Well, I knew I don't want face the reality that I'm going to spend another two years in nursing. I knew I'm not willing to be a little bitchy nurse for the rest of my life. I can't take it.
However, is there another choice I can take right now? No, there isn't. So, stop complaining,stop hesitating, stop day-dreaming. Live the life you have right now!
WORK HARD cause I need money! STUDY HARD cause I want be a surgeon!LIVE HARD cause it's the only life I've got!
I think I just took everything for granted after I passed my damn IELTS. I knew that it's just my luck, however, I did notice that I changed afterwards.
Well, I knew I don't want face the reality that I'm going to spend another two years in nursing. I knew I'm not willing to be a little bitchy nurse for the rest of my life. I can't take it.
However, is there another choice I can take right now? No, there isn't. So, stop complaining,stop hesitating, stop day-dreaming. Live the life you have right now!
WORK HARD cause I need money! STUDY HARD cause I want be a surgeon!LIVE HARD cause it's the only life I've got!
Monday 28 February 2011
Uni Shock...
Well...got up before 6...took 3 buses...however,missed the 1st lecturer at last...
The first day didn't turn up as what I expected. We couldn't even stick up to the last.
I feel like there are lots of things I need to do, read and prepare for uni work. However, honestly, I've got no idea where to start with.
Tired...
Tomorrow, there are more things waiting for me. but....
The first day didn't turn up as what I expected. We couldn't even stick up to the last.
I feel like there are lots of things I need to do, read and prepare for uni work. However, honestly, I've got no idea where to start with.
Tired...
Tomorrow, there are more things waiting for me. but....
Sunday 27 February 2011
NIU'S NEW LIFE
Today is 27 Feb,2011-the date I started blogging.
Tomorrow is 28 Feb,2011. It's gonna be my first day of Uni life.
Honestly, I've never thought I'm gonna go to Flinders. I used to hate this name. LOL. Moreover, I'm going to continue nursing for another 2 years. I've told everyone that how much I hated this field. But here I am...
You know, sometimes we all have a feeling that there is some thing or power out there controls everything. That's the feeling I had when I thought of all those bullshits happened in the past few months. So, actually, i feel quite peaceful now.
But to a person like me, dream is an essential component of my idealistic life. And for now, the dream that supports me is becoming an awesome surgeon in the future. A challenging job with good reputation, decent income, enough freedom and independence.
Well. Live hard as if you are going to lose it in any minute.
Tomorrow is 28 Feb,2011. It's gonna be my first day of Uni life.
Honestly, I've never thought I'm gonna go to Flinders. I used to hate this name. LOL. Moreover, I'm going to continue nursing for another 2 years. I've told everyone that how much I hated this field. But here I am...
You know, sometimes we all have a feeling that there is some thing or power out there controls everything. That's the feeling I had when I thought of all those bullshits happened in the past few months. So, actually, i feel quite peaceful now.
But to a person like me, dream is an essential component of my idealistic life. And for now, the dream that supports me is becoming an awesome surgeon in the future. A challenging job with good reputation, decent income, enough freedom and independence.
Well. Live hard as if you are going to lose it in any minute.
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